In a moment my head turns smoothly as if dragged by the swivelling of my eyes, towards a window, towards a patch of sky, and I realize that I am looking for a reference to this belief in the existence of a door into another world. There are still the remnants of that illusion in [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Equality’
2012: How Come, You don’t want to Hear What’s Going On?
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 2012, anger, Desteni, doomsday, eqafe, Equality, fear on January 28, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
Tentacles
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged abuse, atrocity, Darwin's Nightmare, Equality, tanzania, tentacles on November 27, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
In the supermarket. I was walking around in a supermarket, I believed that if I looked through the selection of products I might find something which I wanted to eat. In one of the aisles there was a little boy, must have been 2 or 3 years old. He was touching everything he could [...]
Progress
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged competition, consumer society, demonocracy, Desteni, desteni I process, destonians, ego, equal money, Equality, greed, jealousy, mass communication, mind control, progress, realisation, self deception, Self Forgiveness, self interest, self support, war against humans on September 30, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Progress. Looking at the dictionary definition: Moving forward or onward in space or time, that’s progress. Develop towards something better, that’s progress. So in this world ‘progress’ has been re-styled as an ideal connected up with science and technology. As such it is a desirable, because ‘better’ technology means, what? More effective weapons? [...]
Self Forgiveness and Childhood Dreams
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteni I process, desteniiprocess, dreams, equal money, Equality, nightmare, realisation, reality, Self Forgiveness, self support on September 21, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Continuing to dismantle this ME-ality, this Mind Energetic Reality, which I have accepted and allowed as Here, Breath by Breath. Waking up, opening up my eyes to face self has been for me a fearful process, a process in which I did not allow myself to see that this connection with fear was showing me [...]
Walking
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged communication, Desteni, desteni I process, ego, equal money, Equality, reality, sharing, walking on September 19, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
In terms of walking the tools of Self Honesty, Self Forgiveness and Self Correction, I as a Destonian, can call myself a ‘walker’. Seeing realizing and understanding how I am walking my Self through and as the mind, through this Self as Ego, through this total mind experience which I have existed in [...]
Explanations
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, equal money, Equality, greatest insult, mind control, seduction on August 22, 2011 | 1 Comment »
I Am Here. Some things do not require an ‘explanation’. Where could an explanation of ‘I Am Here’ possibly lead to, except Away from the point? It’s the same with the Equality Message which follows directly out of our shared I-am-here-ness; does this really need to be explained? Looking at this I realize how much [...]
Ultimate Brainwashing
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged brainwashing, Desteni, desteni I process, equal money, Equality, mind control on August 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
The Self that I can remember as me Here was born into this physical world half-way through last century. This worldwide culture that I was born into has no specific name, though it’s chief characteristics are Acceptance and Allowance. The particular design of this acceptance and allowance which I was born into was according to [...]
The War against Humans and unforgivability
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteni I process, desteniiprocess, dreams, equal money, Equality, hate, murder, unforgivability, war against humans on August 9, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Today another dream, the same one really. Again I show myself this same scenario, that I am on the run from a darkness which I have created in my self. Within this darkness a belief: that there is the evidence of my murder of someone in the past, someone I dare not to remember. It [...]
Spewage
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteni I process, equal money, Equality, realisation, self deception, self support, spewage on August 7, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Walking along, I come across a neighbour, we lean against a wall, looking out across the world, I fall into conversation. That is, I fall immediately and absolutely in a single moment into and as regurgitation and spewage of thought stuff. Just what the fuck am I representing here I ask myself as if from [...]
Obstructions to Writing Self
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, Equality, Self Forgiveness, Self Judgement, Self Validation, writing on March 3, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been another back-chat attack. It seems to come up in a swarm sometimes. And what do the voices say? The general tone is in self judgement. The statements are all things like: you can’t say that, you are being dishonest, you don’t know what you’re talking about, this is pretentious, this is you [...]
