Reading again this book, ‘Sanity, Madness and the Family’ (R.D Laing & A. Esterson), a collection of recorded interviews with 11 families. Each family had the common feature of having a child defined as ‘psychotic’ or ‘schizophrenic’ and had been subsequently hospitalized. Here we get not only an insight into the machinations of family [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Desteni’
2012: Sanity, Madness and the Family
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged '''insanity madness and the family', 'living word', 'R.D.Laing', Desteni, insanity, psychotic, schizophrenic on March 13, 2012 | 1 Comment »
Being a Black Sheep is still Being a Sheep
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteniiprocess, discipline, self-discipline on January 30, 2012 | 1 Comment »
Listening to Sunette using a sentence that contained both ‘self-direction’, and ‘walking discipline’, ( This is the video: 2012: How and Why we ALWAYS Miss the OBVIOUS ) I suddenly was in an experience of fear, going roughly, Oh no, not walking discipline! Arg! So come on Adam, who have I been trying to kid round here, [...]
2012: How Come, You don’t want to Hear What’s Going On?
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 2012, anger, Desteni, doomsday, eqafe, Equality, fear on January 28, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
In a moment my head turns smoothly as if dragged by the swivelling of my eyes, towards a window, towards a patch of sky, and I realize that I am looking for a reference to this belief in the existence of a door into another world. There are still the remnants of that illusion in [...]
Fog
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged backchat, blank, bubble, Desteni, desteni I process, Self Judgement on November 16, 2011 | 2 Comments »
Over the last week, ten days I have gone into a sort of blankness in which I have ‘seemed’ to run out of all resources of knowledge and information. ‘Gobsmacked’ comes up and makes in my mind a picture of an open mouth which may be a more accurate description of this state which has [...]
After-thought network title: Tales of Mystery and Imagination
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteni I process, desteniiprocess, imagination, mind control, round pegs, square holes on October 30, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
After-thought network title: Tales of Mystery and Imagination Starting with this point of me and ‘imagination’, looking at how in my life I have cherished imagination as a personal asset through which I have believed that I might possibly be able to redeem my apparent worthlessness within my assessment and definition of myself as [...]
Progress
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged competition, consumer society, demonocracy, Desteni, desteni I process, destonians, ego, equal money, Equality, greed, jealousy, mass communication, mind control, progress, realisation, self deception, Self Forgiveness, self interest, self support, war against humans on September 30, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Progress. Looking at the dictionary definition: Moving forward or onward in space or time, that’s progress. Develop towards something better, that’s progress. So in this world ‘progress’ has been re-styled as an ideal connected up with science and technology. As such it is a desirable, because ‘better’ technology means, what? More effective weapons? [...]
Purifying ‘No’ for Simple Effect
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteni I process, desteniiprocess, no, seduction, self deception, Self Forgiveness, self support, word purification on September 27, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I have a work in front of me now in cleaning up one of my essential tools which is the word ‘No’. This seems like a vast piece of work to do but I will not let that ‘vastness’ be a justification for not making a start. A picture comes up in my mind of [...]
Self Forgiveness and Childhood Dreams
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, desteni I process, desteniiprocess, dreams, equal money, Equality, nightmare, realisation, reality, Self Forgiveness, self support on September 21, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Continuing to dismantle this ME-ality, this Mind Energetic Reality, which I have accepted and allowed as Here, Breath by Breath. Waking up, opening up my eyes to face self has been for me a fearful process, a process in which I did not allow myself to see that this connection with fear was showing me [...]
Walking
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged communication, Desteni, desteni I process, ego, equal money, Equality, reality, sharing, walking on September 19, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
In terms of walking the tools of Self Honesty, Self Forgiveness and Self Correction, I as a Destonian, can call myself a ‘walker’. Seeing realizing and understanding how I am walking my Self through and as the mind, through this Self as Ego, through this total mind experience which I have existed in [...]
Explanations
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Desteni, equal money, Equality, greatest insult, mind control, seduction on August 22, 2011 | 1 Comment »
I Am Here. Some things do not require an ‘explanation’. Where could an explanation of ‘I Am Here’ possibly lead to, except Away from the point? It’s the same with the Equality Message which follows directly out of our shared I-am-here-ness; does this really need to be explained? Looking at this I realize how much [...]
